Jiikimaadizi / A Joyful Life
Apii Manidoo-giizisoons basangwaabid
When the sky’s eye blinks in December
gaye gaawiin bazhiba’ansiimaan
and I can’t spear one of the
ge-bimaadagendamaan dwaa’ibaaning
thoughts swimming past the ice hole
mii mikwendamaan Ode’imini-giizis
I think of the strawberry-moon light
miskwiiwid miskwaawaasiged giizhigong.
bleeding across a long summer day.
Dagwaagin apii waaboozoog zaagi’agwaa
When I fall in love with autumn rabbits
idash gaawin dakonaasiiwagwaa
but can’t hold them close enough
napaajinaanzowayeyaang
and all our fur is the wrong color
waawaashkeshikwe mikwenimag
I think of deer woman
ziikipidang ziibiwan ji-gidagaakoonsiked.
drinking rivers to make spotted fawns.
Wenpanad gwayakowendamang,
It’s easy to change our minds
zhaabwaabiyang, bakobiiseyang
to look through a window, fall into a lake
zanagak gwenibiiyang,
it’s harder to quit,
akawaabiyang, bakegaabawiyang
to wait or step off the main path
ji-mikamang ezhi-jiikimaadiziyang.
to discover a joyful life.
Credits
Reprinted from Noodin, Margaret, What the Chickadee Knows: "A Joyful Life." Copyright © 2020 Wayne State University Press, with the permission of Wayne State University Press.